i really do not know what to say right now. this time im not gonna hold back my tears. yes im a guy but guys cry too right? :/ i saw this coming but i didnt believe it because i thought me ans you, we'd have a chance. but i guess it is really the end. th. end. yes. that's what it shall be from the moment after i press the 'publish post' button. another me will be seen. don't be surprised. that's what a rejection can do to me. since it is gonna end i might as well confess. yes i love you. i really do. prolly more than other guys do, but urgh i just can't find the right words to express my feelings. :'( maybe we met under the worng sky. the wrong cloud. but maybe it's totally my and only my own fault. i fooled your bestfriend. so maybe that's what stopping you. i tell myself that it's my fault we can't be together. but when i think it through properly, who would want me? or maybe to be exact, would you want me? even if i didn't fool your bestfriend? i guess not. i went through quite a couple of heartbreaks but this is the worst. it really is. notice that i didn't put any emoticons? that's cos i don't know what i should be feeling. i am kind of glad that it's finally here. the moment of true rejection from love. i am heartbroken of course. i know you love that other guy but i always hope that it'll be me. maybe this decision of yours is a good thing. at least now i won't be hoping for anything anymore. at least now i know at nursyafiqah bte md yusoff will never be mine to love. i do not know what else to say. i love you. i really do. nursyafiqah bte md yusoff, i love you. i respect your decision. goodbye.